Oh yes, I seem to remember a good number of people admitting to that crush on rachelmanija's journal some time ago. :D

I also (SPOILER ALERT TO THOSE WHO DON'T KNOW THE BOOK) still cling to my preadolescent insistence that Justin couldn't possibly have died, he had to have lived... even though as an adult I know full well that it'd have been entirely in character for him to sacrifice himself. (AND THAT"S WHY I LOVED HIM.)