Meridian, by Amber Kizer
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All her life, Meridian has seemed to attract dead and dying small animals and insects. A bit morbid, but you get used to it. But on her sixteenth birthday, Meridian witnesses a fatal car crash... and everything changes. Her parents hustle her on a bus to see her great-aunt (without even giving her a chance to say goodbye to her younger brother), who breaks the news to her: Meridian is a Fenestra, a person born to help the souls of the dying pass into Heaven, or Paradise, or whatever you might call the benevolent afterlife. But the Fenestra are not alone: the Alternocti have the same mission, but they strive to draw the dying into Hell. And they see the Fenestra as their sworn enemies.
This was a very... odd book. Not bad, and certainly not badly-written, but odd. The cosmology was particularly really strange, although internally consistent. What happens to you after you die seems to be determined by who is nearest you when you die: if you die near a Fenestre or a Sangre (ie, good) angel, you go to Heaven; if you die near an Alternocti or a Nocti (ie, bad) angel, you go to Hell; if you die with none of the above nearby, you reincarnate. It doesn't appear to matter what kind of person you were, or what you did in life, or what you believed in life, or any of that. This is played perfectly straight, and with a surprising unflinchingness: when a small child dies near a mature Alternocti, it's later said that her soul is in Hell. As I said, it's a very... weird cosmology, to me, but it's played totally straight, so I can't fault her consistency of worldbuilding. If there are sequels, I kind of hope they deal with that, and address the question of whether an innocent soul sent to hell by a malicious Alternocti can ever be saved and sent to heaven, or at least put back in the reincarnation cycle. If not, though, this is a really quite fatalistic book, and very depressing if you think about it very long! (Especially since it's implied that Sangre and Fenestra are pretty badly outnumbered, which means more people are sucked to Hell at random than to Heaven, although it sounds like most people reincarnate.)
(Side note: I've seen the book described as if Meridian was herself an angel, or part-angel. That made me cringe a little, but from what I can tell, Fenestra aren't angels at all: they're humans who are sort of like... like an angel's administrative assistant.)
I actually liked Meridian, who was confused, frustrated, and frightened, but in a very realistic way. While she didn't get a chance to do much, it was obvious to me that that was because she was swept up in circumstances beyond her control, not because she was an inherently passive person. At first I was piqued at the climax, in which it (being vague to avoid spoilers) appeared that Meridian was going to be saved by someone else—but then I realized it followed a fairy-tale pattern, where she was saved by people who she had helped earlier in the book. And that's not an ending I mind nearly as much.
I guess, in conclusion, I'm not sure what I think of this book. I liked Meridian, and while the romance didn't grab me, it also didn't strike me as ridiculously improbable or over the top. But the cosmology is very, very, very strange, and I wanted more exploration of the repercussions. Maybe we'll get that in a sequel. (Also the villain struck me as seriously one-dimensional, which bugged me.) Anyway, while I wouldn't strongly recommend it, as it didn't reach out and grab me, it was an enjoyable enough read—certainly I'd rec it as airplane reading.
A couple more spoilery things, under the cut.
WHY THE HECK did Meridian's great-aunt deliberately antagonize the Evil Nasty Church when she new she would be dying soon and leaving Meridian to their mercy? What was the point of that? I could totally understand her making a stand at the end when she knew she would die soon anyway.... except for the bit where her half-trained and highly vulnerable niece was going to have to deal with the consequences! It makes no sense to me. Especially given that they make a big point of how rare and precious Fenestra are. Heck, for that matter, you'd think that it would be a better thing overall to move somewhere without a Evil Nasty Church who was out to get them; preserving a Fenestra life (and therefore allowing more people, total, to get to heaven) seems like way more important than unbrainwashing that one church. Do not get it. But particularly, do not get why Meridian's great-aunt deliberately put her in danger.
I am also a bit unsure about the Evil Nasty Church itself. The pastor seemed one-dimensional evil, which I guess follows since he's an Alternocti, although I'd like some indication of why he made the choice to become an Alternocti. And, at least in my (Kindle) version, all of his bible verses were footnoted with the reference, and I'm a bit puzzled as to what the point was.
Anyway. Recommended with reservations; it's an entertaining enough way to pass a few hours.
All her life, Meridian has seemed to attract dead and dying small animals and insects. A bit morbid, but you get used to it. But on her sixteenth birthday, Meridian witnesses a fatal car crash... and everything changes. Her parents hustle her on a bus to see her great-aunt (without even giving her a chance to say goodbye to her younger brother), who breaks the news to her: Meridian is a Fenestra, a person born to help the souls of the dying pass into Heaven, or Paradise, or whatever you might call the benevolent afterlife. But the Fenestra are not alone: the Alternocti have the same mission, but they strive to draw the dying into Hell. And they see the Fenestra as their sworn enemies.
This was a very... odd book. Not bad, and certainly not badly-written, but odd. The cosmology was particularly really strange, although internally consistent. What happens to you after you die seems to be determined by who is nearest you when you die: if you die near a Fenestre or a Sangre (ie, good) angel, you go to Heaven; if you die near an Alternocti or a Nocti (ie, bad) angel, you go to Hell; if you die with none of the above nearby, you reincarnate. It doesn't appear to matter what kind of person you were, or what you did in life, or what you believed in life, or any of that. This is played perfectly straight, and with a surprising unflinchingness: when a small child dies near a mature Alternocti, it's later said that her soul is in Hell. As I said, it's a very... weird cosmology, to me, but it's played totally straight, so I can't fault her consistency of worldbuilding. If there are sequels, I kind of hope they deal with that, and address the question of whether an innocent soul sent to hell by a malicious Alternocti can ever be saved and sent to heaven, or at least put back in the reincarnation cycle. If not, though, this is a really quite fatalistic book, and very depressing if you think about it very long! (Especially since it's implied that Sangre and Fenestra are pretty badly outnumbered, which means more people are sucked to Hell at random than to Heaven, although it sounds like most people reincarnate.)
(Side note: I've seen the book described as if Meridian was herself an angel, or part-angel. That made me cringe a little, but from what I can tell, Fenestra aren't angels at all: they're humans who are sort of like... like an angel's administrative assistant.)
I actually liked Meridian, who was confused, frustrated, and frightened, but in a very realistic way. While she didn't get a chance to do much, it was obvious to me that that was because she was swept up in circumstances beyond her control, not because she was an inherently passive person. At first I was piqued at the climax, in which it (being vague to avoid spoilers) appeared that Meridian was going to be saved by someone else—but then I realized it followed a fairy-tale pattern, where she was saved by people who she had helped earlier in the book. And that's not an ending I mind nearly as much.
I guess, in conclusion, I'm not sure what I think of this book. I liked Meridian, and while the romance didn't grab me, it also didn't strike me as ridiculously improbable or over the top. But the cosmology is very, very, very strange, and I wanted more exploration of the repercussions. Maybe we'll get that in a sequel. (Also the villain struck me as seriously one-dimensional, which bugged me.) Anyway, while I wouldn't strongly recommend it, as it didn't reach out and grab me, it was an enjoyable enough read—certainly I'd rec it as airplane reading.
A couple more spoilery things, under the cut.
WHY THE HECK did Meridian's great-aunt deliberately antagonize the Evil Nasty Church when she new she would be dying soon and leaving Meridian to their mercy? What was the point of that? I could totally understand her making a stand at the end when she knew she would die soon anyway.... except for the bit where her half-trained and highly vulnerable niece was going to have to deal with the consequences! It makes no sense to me. Especially given that they make a big point of how rare and precious Fenestra are. Heck, for that matter, you'd think that it would be a better thing overall to move somewhere without a Evil Nasty Church who was out to get them; preserving a Fenestra life (and therefore allowing more people, total, to get to heaven) seems like way more important than unbrainwashing that one church. Do not get it. But particularly, do not get why Meridian's great-aunt deliberately put her in danger.
I am also a bit unsure about the Evil Nasty Church itself. The pastor seemed one-dimensional evil, which I guess follows since he's an Alternocti, although I'd like some indication of why he made the choice to become an Alternocti. And, at least in my (Kindle) version, all of his bible verses were footnoted with the reference, and I'm a bit puzzled as to what the point was.
Anyway. Recommended with reservations; it's an entertaining enough way to pass a few hours.
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Date: 2010-03-19 08:06 pm (UTC)And it sounds as if the writer hasn't really thought the scheme through to the next level of consequence. What decides whether someone is born on the good or bad side of things? Can they choose? Can a really nasty piece of work become a fenestrum and a good-hearted soul someone who has to send people to hell? And if the whole thing dependent on chance - 'happened to be where somebody died' or do they go and seek out such places - are there Nocti prowling hospital corridors or embedded in army units?
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Date: 2010-03-19 08:19 pm (UTC)It seems that people born with windows to the otherworld get to choose whether to be Fenestra or Alternocti; good people tend to be Fenestra and bad people, Alternocti, because being Alternocti gives you advantages (immortality, primarily, whereas Fenestra both die of old age and can be killed) to offset the disadvantage of sending people to, well, Hell. Fenestra and Alternocti, as well as Sangre and Nocti angels, seem to have free will; it's everyone else who has no influence over whether they wind up in heaven, hell, or reincarnated.
Both Fenestra and Alternocti do seek out the dying; Meridian's great-aunt was a WWII army nurse, and they both work in hospice care and home nursing. But it's clear that the dying are drawn to them and will travel to find them if need be.
I don't think it's so much that she hasn't thought out the next step of her cosmology as that it's just very, very odd. She really makes no bones about the fact that an innocent little girl wound up in Hell because an Alternocti dragged her soul out of Meridian's care at the last minute.
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Date: 2010-03-20 04:00 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-03-20 05:08 am (UTC)